Just when I am ready to let go and surrendered my feelings for him to God Almighty, there he was making his entrance again into my heart. Making me confused.
I have decided to get married this year to my present partner. In my mind, I have made the decision to commit and bind myself to the person I am with now. But my heart tells me otherwise, it is deceived by his presence.
Am I being tested? Why should there still be tests? I cannot understand my emotions at this time, it's creating havoc in my psyche. I don't know what to think or feel. I just feel paralyzed by this feeling.
I am again confused.