I want to find a job but there is not even one phone call from the prospective employers I have submitted my resumes to.
I am starting to doubt my abilities. I am starting to panic. Maybe because I have placed too much confidence in myself that I will find a job and those buried insecurities in my psyche is slowly creeping out. My fear of I don't know what is holding me back. Is it my EGO, getting fired seemed to have taken a toll on me. I was not prepared. But hey who gets prepared when they get fired.
What the hell am I going to do with my life now?
I know other people may be in a much darker place compared to my life. But this is what I am feeling now. I feel that this is a situation I don't know how to handle at the moment.
I wish I can just easily understand and fix whatever it is that I am feeling but I don't know how....
I don't know what do and I cannot seem to get myself to move forward. What am I going to do now?